Last week was really good. Spending time with Mark and away from work really allowed me to re-evaluate a lot and think a few things over. I needed that break, a chance to recap and decide if things really mattered all that much.

I feel I’ve come back a completely different person. I know things are always going to niggle me and get to me, but I’m learning to deal with them in a different way and not let them affect me as much. We all do it at times, it’s only natural, but I let it get to me way too much.

So far this week, at work, I’ve not worried about things I usually would. I’ve let bits drift over my head, smiled sweetly and got on with things. Unfortunately I am not able to change what others may think about me, or what my superiors are going to take away from me or give me to job wise. I can however change how I react. I can make a start at changing where I work, what I do, what I earn, where I go from here. I’m not stuck where I am forever, only for a little while.

I don’t want to let these things affect me again. I don’t want to carry that big dark cloud all the time, lugging it from place to place. I just don’t care about trivial things anymore. All that baggage has disappeared.

Also whilst I was away I spent my time chilling out and watching some films. One of which I hadn’t seen before; St. Trinians.

I know. Where have I been, not to have seen that movie. I just never got round to seeing it when it first came out. But it did allow me to add a film to one of the items on the list.

Spending time doing things that I love doing it just reaffirmed everything I said above. Life’s definitely too short to hold grudges, to take things to heart and to be unhappy. But I’m over it now and hopefully a lot happier than I have in quite a while.

I was hoping to see Fast and Furious last Friday, because you just know I can’t resist a Vin Diesel film. We didn’t get around to seeing it but I have been promised I will be allowed to buy it is as soon as it comes out on DVD.

Oh yeah, I love me some Vin.

P.S. Can I just say these New Totally Chocolatey Rice Krispies Squares are totally scrummy!

Why don’t they ever let me be a guinea pig for these kind of treats?


3 Responses to “Filmtastic”

  1. I love times like that. When you get to decompress and re-evaluate what’s important. I’m glad you feel better and more determined to make the best of your situation. I know it’s hard, hell, I’m having a hard time at the moment as well.

    But it feels so great when you finally shrug it off. 🙂

    It certainly does. I’m just hoping I can keep this up. Hope you are feeling better about things now.. ? 🙂

  2. 2 gena

    Well, I STILL haven’t seen the whole movie of Dark Knight. Twice I have fallen asleep whilst trying to watch it and I haven’t gone back to it since then. Something i probably should rectify huh. After all it is meant to be some great movie ….

    I thought it was pretty good, just too long. I first watched it whilst I was on the plane to New York and found myself getting fidgety towards the end but I don’t know if that was in anticipation to landing. The second time I was playing around on the computer. I must admit there were times I thought ‘get on with it already’ though.

  3. Good movies and rice crispy treats make a sweet combo.

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